it's dark and i'm on the floor
can't get into my bed
and every bad thing that i've ever done
won't get out of my head
but i need to get better
for me and for you
yeah i'm gonna get better
for me and for you
and to my mum i'm sorry
i couldn't be who you wanted
and saara i'm sorry
i couldn't be who you needed
to myself i'm sorry
i couldn't be who you wanted
but it's starting to change
and you send me a message
saying you wanna die
just need me to read it
don't need a reply
and my meds have me sleepin'
so i can't stay up with you
like i used to
like i should do
and you sent me those letter
and i wish i could have kept them
but they were weighing me down
always dragging me down
and i wrote you this song and i hope it's enough
for me to say
that i'm sorry and thank you for everything
thank you and i'm sorry for everything
and if you saw me today you might not know what's changed
and i think its a good thing
no i know its a good thing
i wrote you this song and i hope it's enough
for me to say
thank you and i'm sorry for everything
credits
from Slow Growth (Demos),
released March 31, 2017
Recorded to tape by Rachel Maria Cox
Mixed and Mastered by Wil Houlcroft
Written by Zoe Lane
supported by 7 fans who also own “For Me & For You”
I bought the physical copy of this demo, #2/50, the night before All Tomorrow's Shoeys. I bought it again almost two years later when Jen was in a bind. In between those purchases I bought it on vinyl from Craigos. What I'm trying to say is that I've bought this fucking thing three times now and I'd probably buy it again, so you know it's good, aye! Nick
The second EP from Northern Irish singer-songwriter Bea Stewart runs from gentle folk to pillowy pop ballads, all perfectly executed. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 15, 2024
supported by 6 fans who also own “For Me & For You”
If the enormous guitars don't speak loud enough, Naif is there to make you sit down and shut up. I suggest you do so. HUGE entrance, can't wait for more. Brendan Sloan